Date of Last Dosing: 08 19 2011 (13 Days)
Current CEASE clearing and dose: MMR Round 3, Week 1, 30c potency
Current Supplements: Omega 3, Zinc, Ascorbyl Palmitate, Biotics IAG Prebiotic
Returning Old Symptoms : noise sensitivity, chewing on her shirt, scalp tenderness, drooling when upset and crying, screaming off and on
Current Cell Salt : Ferrum Phos 6X
CEASE Clearings Completed To Date: Hep B (2 rounds) , Dtap, MMR (2 rounds)
Lizzy has been doing fairly well and we are very excited about this third MMR clearing. The only significant symptom Lizzy has been displaying at this time is scalp tenderness and noise sensitivity. When the scalp tenderness happened during our last clearing I gave her Silica 6X. This cell salt helped her very much and within minutes it was over. This time when the sensitivity displayed itself I gave her Ferrum Phos 6X instead. She was displaying other symptoms of needing Ferrum so I tried it. It worked even faster and better than the Silica 6X. I am not saying that Ferrum is better than Silica for this. What I am saying is that it worked for Lizzy this time around. Ferrum Phos 6X is made from iron phosphate and I am not surprised that she would benefit from it. I was anemic after having Lizzy and had to take iron tabs for weeks. Wish I would have known about cell salts then. I would have felt better faster.
Lizzy is still fairly cooperative but this waiting thing is hard. I know that her advice to me is sound and with purpose but it is still difficult. I have to slow down and wait for her. Now, with 9 kids, 3 dogs, 2 cats , research, household stuff and home schooling we are flying for most of the day. When we have to wait 5 minutes for Lizzy to do most things it eats into the day. So we need to change gears, slow down and wait. I know that all of us will eventually get used to it and Lizzy in time will react quicker and do it on her own. Just like eating, playing and all of the other things she is accustomed to doing on her own. It just takes time.
Lizzy’s appointment with the osteopath was scheduled for this afternoon. Amelia, Lizzy and I walked to his office and all was fine, until we passed a construction site that was using a circular saw. She did not like this at all. The sound is very irritating to most and Lizzy is no exception. Everything is times 100 with her. My guess is, this was the moment that pushed her over the edge. (The same thing happened the last time, only it was a crying boy) When we arrived at the office she was screaming off and on til we entered the treatment room. Upon entering the room she said, “Sit down, shoes off.” I thought, great this will be better than our last visit. WRONG!!! It was a repeat of the same thing that happened two weeks ago. She fussed, screamed, wiggled and drooled. This stuff really wears on everyone concerned. The MMR is bringing old stuff to the surface and this is all old behavior, so it is not in vain.
After our doctor finished we talked about what we should do. We decided to wait longer between visits and see him again after this clearing is over. That is fine with me. I want to do what she needs not what I need. I am in no hurry to recover Lizzy. I know that this is going to take a considerable amount of time, work and patience. I firmly feel that we are on the right path. I am more than willing to do all three. Though the heart is willing the flesh is weak and we do become impatient. Through the grace of God, we will have the strength that is needed to be patient, hard-working and accepting.
Our osteopath mentioned that he could feel the tension in me as I helped him with her. “Maybe you should make an appt. for yourself”, he added. I totally agreed. Again, I have failed to put on my “oxygen mask” first. I am referring to the instructions one is given when traveling on an airplane. The parent needs to put their oxygen mask on first and then help their child. That is what I have forgotten again. When will I learn? I get so caught up in helping others that I loose sight of my own needs. Not only my needs are neglected but I will be more helpful to others when I am running on full power. Next week I am off to the osteopath for some much-needed help.
I was placed on a new remedy a few weeks ago. I am on Causticum 200C. To name a few, this remedy helps with grief, those who give too much to others, social injustices, those who wish to see drastic change, the patient is inclined to have strong views and ideas. Sounds like me alright. The remedy has helped tremendously. My prior remedy Carcinocin, provided the clarity that we needed to see what remedy I needed next. Between the remedy, supplements, cell salts, herbs and emotional purging I am doing better. After a trip to our osteopath I am sure I will feel even better. Through the grace of God Lizzy and I will be in a better place real soon. Time will tell, just have to wait and see.
Today was stressful and Lizzy’s behavior at the D.O. did not help. Right now I am very tense. All of the personal growth and awareness I have experienced is still in place but I have more work to do. It is a lot of stuff and I need help.
I received a surprising phone call yesterday. It was from one of the pastors at our church. She and I spoke a few weeks ago and she called yesterday to talk about helping me even more. So we are going to get together and share ideas on how to help me even further. The Lord will provide. God always amazes me! He knows what I need and He provides constantly. I am confident that my meeting tomorrow will help with even more healing. It is just a matter of waiting for the call and picking up the phone.
May God grant us the strength, perseverance, wisdom and patience we need to become the best we can for His glory.
Blessings to you all. Until next time…