“Doctor, Doctor What’s Wrong?” MMR week 3

Hello All!

Lizzy Loves Hats

Lizzy has been doing well with her first MMR clearing. On Sunday May 28th she developed some bumps on her back. I thought they were mosquito bites but last night (05 29 11) they were full-blown. And this morning they were even bigger. These are not bites but an exteriorization from the MMR clearing. She was up at 240am fussy and not able to get back to sleep. After topical treatment and some attention Lizzy finally went back to sleep at 6am.  She was not upset, just awake. Todd and I crashed right after that and Lizzy woke up in a good mood. She was her old self except for the itching.

Exteriorization 05 29 2011 MMR 1M

This is not the first time this has happened to Lizzy. I remembered that a similar exteriorzation had taken place in the past. After researching my old notes and photos, I found that these are in exactly the same spot as the last time. Plus Lizzy received her MMR vaccine on her left side. The other similar exteriorizations took place on 01/26/2010. So much for the mosquito theory. How many mosquitos survive below freezing weather?

Lizzy was taking Phosporus 30C when she had her first major exteriorization on her left side. As you can see they are very similar and in the same location. Lizzy was on this remedy from 01/19/2010 to 03/09/2010.

Lizzy 01 26 2010 Phos. 30C

What I get from all of this is we still have some major stuff to deal with regarding these vaccines. My guess is that we will probably have to do this MMR clearing more than once. The good thing is, she is not too uncomfortable. She is still happy, affectionate and engaging. She is not screaming, just grunting from time to time. When she does grunt, we remind her not to do that and tell us what she wants. Which she does.When she does choose to speak her words are clear and audible.

Poor little girl is just itchy. So more cools baths, topical treatment with witch hazel and Sting Stop for the itch. These welts (for lack of a better term) are warm to the touch. Which is also telling me that we are working these toxins out of her body. YES!

We are so glad that she is not miserable and too uncomfortable. Lizzy is handling this very well and learning to cope. Poor baby was rubbing her back against a piece of smooth furniture and came to me and said “Doctor what’s wrong?” That means, I need help with this mom. So back to the witch hazel and Sting Stop we go to help with the itching.

Lizzy does not want to wear many things at this point. When its gets too bad, she takes off her clothes. That is the time we hit the same regime again. After her back dries, she brings me her shirt and says “Shirt please, may I have my shirt please?” Her shirt goes back on until she needs help again. The witch hazel and Sting Stop last a few hours so it is not too bad for any of us.

I know these things look nasty and painful. But her mood tells me otherwise. Today I was feeling so bad for her. As I changed her shirt for the first time this morning I saw these things. I thought oh my God, my poor baby! She was fine, except for the itching. In the past when Lizzy did not feel well or was in pain she would scream and cry and we had no idea what she needed. . Now she is using her words. “Doctor, doctor, what’s wrong doctor.

As I was typing the last sentence above. Lizzy came up to me and was reading each word I typed. YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  This is a first!  Especially the words wrong and what’s. It is amazing what releasing toxins can do.

Gotta go, will add more later. There is a box of kleenex in the next room with my name on it. My baby girl is coming into focus!!  Our baby girl is coming back.

Thank you God.  You are awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Blessings and Healing to all.

Thank You God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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05 19 2011 MMR Clearing #1 Getting Back In Balance

Hello All! Lizzy has been doing very well and the MMR clearing is in the second week. To date we have not had any major aggravations and her sleep has been good. She has a tendency to be hyper at night but she sleeps all night. YES!

Lizzy had her osteopath visit today and it went well. Her D.O. stated that he encouraged a conversation between her heart and mind today. Lizzy was fine until he began to do this. It amazes me how the power of touch can be so powerful. I said it before and I’ll say it again, he is a true healer.

We have a new addition to the house and his name is Klaus. This 3 1/2 month old puppy is amazing. He and Lizzy have a kinship. He senses that she cares but he also senses that he needs to be aware of what she is doing. If Lizzy tries to pet him too hard he just gets up and walks away. He is very smart. We house trained him and leash trained him in two days. He is an absolute joy! We are hoping that Lizzy’s new friend will help her to heal and be willing to come out and join us more than she currently does.

Spring has been here for almost two months but the frequent rain has us inside more often than we like. When we are blessed with a clear day it is outside for everyone. Lizzy has a fascination with one of the pine trees on our property. After her time outside she comes in with swollen puffy eyes. Poor little chick. She does not seem to mind very much. We have been letting it run its course and she is better within several hours.

Little Katie loves being outside also. Her love of dandelions is adorable. No allergic reactions from her, just pure enjoyment.

Katie and Lizzy have been playing together more and Katie’s strong verbal skills are helping Lizzy for sure. “Ewizabiff” responds very well to what Katie asks of her and they are quite a pair. I am so glad that they are communicating with each other and being just like sisters. This was not the case one year ago.

Lizzy is doing well with school. Her vocabulary and annunciation have improved considerably. We are still working with her on the chalkboard. We write a word. Ask her what word is this and she reads it. The words are random in topic and order. The last time she and I worked together she said the word I was thinking of writing before I did it. Some can say that my choice of words are predictable based on past lessons. That would be true if I did them in the same order. Lizzy said the word before I wrote it three times that day. Hmmmmmmm? Clairvoyance? It’s possible. It will be something to consider when we are deciding her next remedy. I think we have not even touched the tip of the iceberg with this little girl. She is amazing.

When doing a CEASE clearing Lizzy’s speech usually drops off some. Today it kicked in again until he received her MMR 200C dose. Within 2 hours she became quiet once more. In the past I would become fearful that she was slipping away from us again. Now I know that it is par for the course and her speech will kick in again after the dose wears off. Her body is busy doing other things now. Her speech will return when she is back in a better place. All in good time.

Last Saturday Lizzy received her Carcinocin 30C for the first time. It went pretty well. We had some hyperactivity at bedtime but for the most part she tolerated it well. We are very happy that Lizzy is going through this with less difficulty. I feel that she understands what is happening now. It has become familiar to her. She knows what she is dealing with. I too feel better about things when I know what to expect. The gene pool is alive and well.

Lizzy and I are on the same remedy at this point and I am getting some movement on old suppressed feelings. My willingness to heal all of these past pains comes and goes. I know that I must stay the course and finally free myself of these demons. In the past, I thought that I was okay with all of them. Surprise! Not the case at all. Todd and the kids have been very helpful with my journey and their support is what helps me keep going. I pray for healing for myself in order to be a better person for all of those that I love.

Recently I embraced the fact that I am completely out of balance. Not news, but for the first time I felt it with true honesty. The main factor is that I need to nurture Amy. Not Amy the wife, mom and daughter but the true Amy that existed prior to marriage, kids and autism. This poor woman has been put on the back burner for the past 20 years and she is crying out for attention.

My oldest son Ian reminded me of this yesterday. He eloquently stated, “Mom I admire your self-sacrifice but you need to be Amy more. I just want you to be you and I thought I should tell you.” Wow! What a slap of reality. He is so right.

Ian knows that I love to dance like him and I have not been doing it like I used to. Encouraging our kids with their crafts and teaching them what I have learned over the years has been my focus. I tell them to pursue their dreams and keep going. I shared with them that I had to let go of my dream years ago in order to work and make some money. Then I fell in love, got married, had kids and the dream was placed in the realm of the forgotten. Ian especially knows how much joy one gets from dancing and I am the same. Well it is time to make that dream part of my everyday life again and stay in balance. Balance is the key. I pray for success.

Just like Lizzy I need to achieve balance within myself. I need to care for those that I love including my true self. When I do this, I am more content and fun-loving. This allows me to be able to be the loving person that I want to be. The trick is to change how I do everything now and make time for myself. Not just time to sit and read, watch a movie or talk to loved ones, but true Amy time. Things that make my soul smile. Those are the things that keep us going.

God blessed each one of us with things that we truly enjoy. We just need to nurture that side of ourselves and not be consumed by all of life’s difficulties. This is what has happened to Lizzy. She allowed her environment and traumas to dictate what she does constantly. She and I need to teach each other how to find true inner happiness. This is not a magic bullet. It just gives us the inner strength to handle things better. I still lean on God for strength. But as I pray for this I realized that I need to meet Him half way and do my part also. This is what Lizzy needs to do to. She needs to decide to come out and join us completely.

A couple of weeks ago I was hugging Lizzy and thinking, Lizzy I love you so much, I am here for you. She hugged me with all that she had. As my thoughts drifted to Lizzy I need for you to come out, she quickly pulled away from me. This little girl feels everything. It is amazing. I know that when she achieves balance within herself her gifts will be shared with us. I feel that her abilities are beyond my comprehension at this point. She is going to do some miraculous things in her life. I am truly blessed to be her mom. We all have this potential we just need to uncover it. Sounds simple. Simple does not always translate to easy.

We are very happy with Lizzy’s progress to date. She will be seeing her osteopath every two weeks and her music therapy has been put on hold for a few months. This will allow her body to catch up and our insurance to reimburse us for past visits.

In closing I hope that God will grant us the gift of balance, strength, change and perseverance. I also pray for the willingness to able to look at myself and others with forgiveness, compassion, understanding and love.

Blessings to all.

05 03 2011


Lizzy Katie and Amelia 05 03 2011

Hello All!

Lizzy has been doing very well. No significant symptoms at this time.
We will be starting the MMR clearing next Monday 05 09 2011 and her new remedy is carcinocin. I knew it!
We are very anxious to see what will happen after this clearing.
Lizzy saw her osteopath today and he agrees that she needs to see him every two weeks. So from now on that is what we will be doing.
We had a great visit with her ND last week. Lizzy’s ND commented on what a different child she is now. She saw lots of changes for the better. The energy testing confirmed what we were suspecting. So Lizzy and I will be on the same remedy plus all of the other supplements the CEASE protocol recommends. 
We will be giving her the Kali Phos 6X also as needed. I strongly suggest any ASD parent to look into this wonderful cell salt. It is miraculous for Lizzy. I am not saying that Kali Phos will work for every ASD patient but I am positive one of the 12 cell salts will help. These salts do not interfere with any other remedies so the 6X is the safest way to go. I LOVE THESE THINGS!!!!
Lizzy has been doing well with her school work and she is more verbal. Her speech has more clarity also due to the Kali Phos. I know this for certain because she has not had a homeopathic remedy for 6 weeks. No supplements, nothing else but Kali Phos. If you want to order the cell salts you can find them at 800homeopathy.com.
We will continue this week with the Kali Phos 6X and get ready for the MMR clearing next week. I always try to take care of all loose ends prior to starting a new CEASE clearing or remedy. This gives us breathing room if we have any aggravations or sleepless nights. I hope that this clearing will not be too difficult for Lizzy. As you know, it is never easy when one of your children is not at the top of their game.
May God continue to guide all ASD parents to the healing modality that is best for their child. May He also provide us with the strength, perseverance and faith that will carry us through this time of challenge.
Sweet Dreams and Blessings to All!